Christmas Time's a comin'
As of today folks Christmas is officially 120 days away. That's not long! Christmas is usually one of my most favorite times of year. I can celebrate the birth of my savior AND get to spend time with my family. I have the pleasure of seeing true joy and wonder in my son's eyes. : ) What more could I want? This year, I am approaching Christmas season with hesitation and fear. My second son, my baby boy who was supposed to be six months old at Christmas this year... won't be here. He'll be having the best Christmas in Heaven. This makes me hesitant and not sure I even want to have Christmas without him... although all of my favorite people will be there... my oldest son will still be happy... just my sweet angel won't and it makes me horribly sad. I remember the joy I had in my heart in 2011. I was 4 months pregnant with Jacob during Christmas.. as my husband and I hurriedly shopped for things for my...