Stillborn: Still Loved

Life has gotten in the way lately of my blogging.    Day 8 : Jewelry   I really don't have any specific jewelry for Jacob yet.  These are some of the necklaces I would like:     I want a little charm like this too:        So, with that being said, here is my photo for Day 9 . It is a special place on my dresser with pictures of both of my precious sons and the elephant that decorated an arrangement at Jake's funeral.      Day 10 : A Symbol   I Love seeing Jake's name places.. here are a few...      

I have been pretty busy the last couple of days, trying to get ready for today's Walk to Remember, that I didn't have time to post Day 4's picture.  I was at a loss for what type of Memorial picture to post.. so that will have to be later. :)   Jake's lambie  and his cap and blanket        

Momma and Jakey, right after he was born. I was trying my best to smile through the tears and sorrow. <3 I love that precious boy!

Today my photo is a picture of my tummy that I took with my phone and saved to one of my pregnancy apps on my phone.  It's so funny to me looking at this photo today, since I haven't seen it in about a year.  I turned on an old phone today, and this was in my gallery... such a perfect day to find a picture of my baby boy happy in my tummy. <3  At the time I took this picture I thought my tummy was so big.  I couldn't have been more than 12-13 weeks pregnant.  I wish he could've stayed here more than the 10 or less weeks he did after this picture was taken... and that he was here in my arms today. My sweet baby would be four months old. 

Today is October 1st, the first day of Carly Marie's Capture your Grief Photo Challenge.   I missed the actual sunrise this morning, because I was getting my eldest son out of bed and ready for school.  However, our drive and the sky was beautiful this morning.     I am anxious to see all of my mommy friend's photos as well.  I know in a year from now our grief will look totally different.   Love you all, praying for you.   Happy Monday Morning!