After Loss Portrait

Momma and Jakey, right after he was born.
I was trying my best to smile through the tears and sorrow. <3
I love that precious boy!

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  1. JessicaOctober 3, 2012 at 6:09 PM

    Thank you Tesha. This is still such a bittersweet picture to me.

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  2. KimOctober 4, 2012 at 11:23 AM

    It's so great that you have this photo of the two of you:)

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