October 10th - Jake has now been in Heaven 8 whole months. This past week has been hard for me. Saturday the 6th, my family and I attended our first Walk to Remember. The emotion was overwhelming... My mother and I spent most of the day Thursday and Friday attempting to make shirts to wear to the event. We wanted to order professional shirts, but procrastinated a little too long. :) Friday while at Hobby Lobby shopping for supplies, I thought I would look at Christmas decorations. That was a bad idea, I found the sweetest Baby's First Christmas stocking holder. It was beautifully silver plated, and had the words written in baby blue. Needless to say, I was a ball of tears in the middle of the aisle. I'm not ready for holidays without my baby, and seeing that on the weekend I was supposed to be honoring him, was just hard. I managed to pull through and in the end just had my wonderfully talented sister capture my visions. I had never seen t