Day 2 - Self Portrait before Loss

Today my photo is a picture of my tummy that I took with my phone and saved to one of my pregnancy apps on my phone.  It's so funny to me looking at this photo today, since I haven't seen it in about a year.  I turned on an old phone today, and this was in my gallery... such a perfect day to find a picture of my baby boy happy in my tummy. <3  At the time I took this picture I thought my tummy was so big.  I couldn't have been more than 12-13 weeks pregnant.  I wish he could've stayed here more than the 10 or less weeks he did after this picture was taken... and that he was here in my arms today. My sweet baby would be four months old. 

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  1. UnknownOctober 2, 2012 at 8:44 PM

    Sweet belly shot :) How we miss those baby boys.

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    1. JessicaOctober 3, 2012 at 9:17 AM

      aww, thanks Tesha... yes we do miss those boys insanely!

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  2. KimOctober 3, 2012 at 7:08 AM

    I love that you found this picture right in time for the photo post!

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    1. JessicaOctober 3, 2012 at 9:19 AM

      I do too. I was so happy to see it in my gallery, and knew that I had to use it for the challenge. :)

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