"Reality, yeah, sometimes life Ain't all that it's cracked up to be So let's take a chance and live this fantasy 'Cause everybody needs to break free from reality".
Life for me after losing Jake hasn't been all its cracked up to be, my new reality stinks. Sadly, there's no taking a break from this either... I'm stuck!
Not all days are bad now. I don't cry everyday, but I do miss him, I do wish he was still here, I wish he would be coming any day now.... too bad all the wishes in the world can't bring him back to me.
The reality I used to know and the reality of late are opposites... I pray though, that through this, I will become a stronger Christian and an even better mommy to Payton. Life is precious and I only get one chance to live to the fullest. I am trying my hardest to live for Payton and Jake, and be the best I can be.